Michael David Johnson,
One of the things that inspired this apology letter to you was hearing Adele’s song – “Easy on Me”. The song really hit me. The words spoke to me deeply. “I had good intentions. And the highest hopes. But I know right now it probably doesn’t even show. Go easy on me, baby.” Go Easy On Me Baby – https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X-yIEMduRXk
I am sorry for anything that I have done that has hurt you over the last 11 plus years that we have known each other. I am sorry I got that guy to hit on me at the bar that night to make you jealous back when we first started dating and the problems that it caused. I am sorry for breaking up with you/shutting down for 2 or 3 weeks before we got married and the problems that it caused. I am sorry for not closing the child stairs gate at the top of the stairs and you got hurt falling down the stairs heroically saving our son Cash’s life.
I am sorry I punched your chest multiple times the night the FBI helicopter landed in our backyard on the first night at our new house because there was an emergency situation, and they needed your help. I didn’t realize that I was wearing my ring when I hit you. When I realized that I was wearing my big ring was when I saw the big bruise on your chest after the fact. What makes this worse, is that I ring punched your chest only 2 months after you had your neurotech implant replacement surgery. The hair on your head hadn’t even fully grown back yet.
I’m big sorry for all of the above and anything else I have done that has hurt you. I promise with all of my heart that I love you more than anything and I am more dedicated than ever to being there with you and for you all of my days.
All of my me,
Malia May Johnson
3 AM Helicopter Landing In Our Backyard Last Night – https://www.therealmjtheterrible.com/3-am-helicopter-landing-in-our-backyard-last-night/
