I was feeling unattractive last night because MJ turned me down for sex, and that never happens. Now I know why. He found out a close friend of his died right before he came to bed.
Captain Raymond Lutz, a close friend of MJ’s passed away from a heart attack. He was only 47 years young.
I didn’t know your friend died MJ. If I would have, I wouldn’t have yelled at you and made you go sleep on the couch when you didn’t want me and I felt ugly.
Thank you for the card and the letter explaining everything. I laughed and then I cried about your friend.
I love you and I am so sorry about your friend and for last night. Love, Malia
